Every Time You Lie - Demi Lovato
The truth is all I hear, every time you lie, baby.
So today memang plan nak keluar dengan Mun. Nak pergi study dgn Kak Syidah and then petang sikit nak pergi tengok Pasukan Koir RPK buat performance dkt Arena Square. Gladly we did all of that, alhamdulilah. So goal hari ni, kira tercapai. Heee :')
First, pagi tadi naik ke-tension-an disebabkan oleh sebab-sebab tertentu, tak perlulah cakap dekat sini apa benda yang buat saya tension tu kan. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUKAN ? but I'm not mad at you, I can never be mad at you lah :') So, pagi tu tension, suruh Mun keluar rumah awal sikit daripada plan sebenar ktorang. Sebab dah tension sangat and I know if I stay dekat rumah I'll get another emotional breakdown. Jadi, Mun pun menjadi kawan yang baik, keluar awal. I took a shower and got dress semua cepat cepat then cepat naik bus and pergi Kuala Kangsar. I met Mun there and first ktorg jalan from 7E, then jalaaaaan ke The Store then patah balik pergi playground and then main swings for like an hour sebab tunggu pukul 12, kak syidah habis tusyen pukul 12. So, I told Mun everything about my ke-tension-an and some other stuff and sambil dengar lagu yang emo emo semuanya -.- HAHA . then we walked back to KFC, duduk lepak dekat atas sambil tunggu kak syidah. then around 1205 mcm tu kot, ktorg tunggu dkt area bawah The Store.
Then ktorang masuk sebab finally nak order makanan, KELAPARAN KOT TIME ITU ! heee :') then, waktu tengah beratur, Mr K masuk. HEE :') saya dah macam nak melayang kot time tu, tapi dalam otak cakap "sabar saf, sabar" too bad we didn't talk pun atas sebab-sebab tertentu but I felt really bad. But don't worry, I've apologized ;') then makan, wait, i didnt eat that much. Hilang selera for a second there entah kenapa. PEACE ;') then then, study math dgn kak syidah and mun.
around 1430, kak syidah and her friend balik and me and mun sambung perjalanan ktorg ke ARENA SQUARE untuk jumpa our Koir Friends. Dekat Arena was, okay I guess. We decided to go home early sebab dah lambat sangat. So around 530pm ktorang gerak from Arena to station bus, tak sempat pon tengok koir. It was almost like a waste of time but come to think of it, i met a lot of people that day and macam it was a lot of fun, spending the whole day with a bunch of friends that I can count on no matter what.
I want to thank SHAFIQAH MUNIRAH for listening to me babble about my problems daripada pagi kita jumpa tu SAMPAAAAAAAI balik, SAMPAAAI pagi Ahad ni and I know sampai bila bila until this problem selesai. I'm so grateful that I have a friend that i can count onto. Mun, thanks for being there for me, dengar saya merungut, menjerit, menangis, semua. TERIMAS ! :') I know i've been acting so weird lately kan mun kan ? you know me well to know that I'm not giving up on this and I know you'll support me SAMPAAII the battle's over. I know some of my other close friends pon akan support me so I'll continue to be strong till the end. inshaallah HEEE :')
let's talk Sunday, I've decided to off my phone untuk pagi ni. lantak la siapa nak call ke, text ke. Sorry bebehs, you're going to have to be ignored. But it wont be long. Until 12pm plus ke, it's up to me when I feel like talking to anyone or not. I'm not sure what i want to do today because all i can think about right now, frankly is that i want to lie in bed and forget about all the problems that i have right now. Though i know it's most likely IMPOSSIBLE. but what the heck right, it's worth a try.
statuses for myself to keep me from an emotional breakdown.
anyhow, I think this post is most likely VERY LONG, siapa la pon nak baca kan ? as if I have followers. cewahh. So that's basically it for this week, I think. Have a fun week guys ! oh and, EXAM SUDAH MAHU DEKAT. Jangan nak menggedik buat benda lain dan mengutamakan benda lain. CONCENTRATE, EXAM PERTENGAHAN TAHUN NI PENTING. More important than any other stuff yang remeh temeh tu. Alah, those stuff yang remeh temeh tu, you know what I mean right ? hikhikhik *gelak gedik* okay peeps ! TOODLES :')
wish me the best in everything okay, I need full support :')
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