this used to be me

HOW STUPID I WAS RIGHT . Crying for no reason . Kekadang menangis tetiba je . I almost thought I was mental or something . I was a wreck , I have to say I was hideous . Eye bags , tissues around my room and stuff . But this was past . This was caused by 2011 . There were so many things that happened in 2011 that I hated so much . I was such a sinful person back then . How stupid was I . But this was past . I regretted my mistakes and I learned that life's not always happy dappy semua tu . It can be , if you take everything positively . & that is what Imma do after this , inshaAllah . I'm tired of keeping up with people yang never keep up with me . I'm tired of jadi macam kerbau dicucuk hidung . I wanna be myself , I wanna do what I want to do . I'll say NO to the things I don't want to do . Now , I make the decision for myself , no one else . Being emo doesn't help me get better , doesn't help me in anything . It's no longer , go with the flow of music . This time its time to face the music . I got nothing from going with the flow of music , just heartbreaks , hideous face , sins , horrible results . everyone should too . It helps you to become a better person , for the sake of Allah swt . Let's all try and be a better person with the right path(Islam's path) Bismillahirrahmanirahim :)