A New Start A Fresh Start A Beginning is what everybody wants sometimes . kadang-kadang we decided we didn't like how our lifes are right now . so we understood that we need to close the chapter and open a new one . tak salah . It is our lifes . We have the power to do anything in our life . In fact , we can do anything with it . Stop telling yourself you can't . Seperti contoh , you can stop telling yourself that you CAN'T move on . You just have to , contoh lah .
everyone sometimes goes off the track and lose focus , it's okay . But the moment you realize that , the moment you realize that you've done wrongs , you stop . Don't ever for a second think that bila kita dah terpesong , we can't ever be better . When there's a way , there's a will . Always keep that in mind . Allah swt will always be there to dengar everything . Pray to Allah that He'll help you . inshaAllah He will :)
kenapa cakap pasal semua ni ? Kenapa tiba tiba ? Is there something wrong ? What happened ?
Sibukkan harimu , Jangan Fikirkanku
kadang kadang rasa macam nak marah diri sendiri . because you know why ? Safiyyah , PMR nak dekat , what are you doing with your life ? *oh , i've been watching How I Met Your Mother . Since last week , season one , now I'm up to Season 4 already . See how badly I'm wasting my time* sometimes , changes are hard . sometimes you don't realize something big is happening until it's already too late , until the last minute . Like when you realize you're too old from where you were before . It like , listening to an old song , reminiscing the times when you first heard it , when you were obsessed with it . You don't realize you've been growing up day by day . One time you were still playing aci kejar or sorok sorok with your friends in primary school . now ? you're in school , studying for a big test .
Some might not even realize there's only a few months to go for the big test *OHSENTAP* and the worst part is realizing there's something big you're going to have to go through but you still won't budge . You still want to let loose , pretend that everything is going to be okay . nothing is going to be okay if you ain't do nothing about it . cuba fikir , you wanna go to a park and enjoy the view , the playground , the green grass , the friendly people *OHMALAYSIA TERASA PLEASE* but , if you don't get up , get READY and get dressed , you won't be able to go to the park . You'll just have to settle with your messy room , tall painted walls , some clothes that needs ironing , and books scattered around your floors or table . Is that what you want ? No . You want the park , so , get up . Make a change .
moving on . it's not easy . but you know when you have to . walau susah mana pun nak move on tu , you have to . Past is past . it'll remain a past . Forget those who made us cry , remember we still have thousand of people who would make us smile .*OIPEREMPUAN SENTAP LA SEKARANG* for me , it's going to be hard . but I'll never stop trying . kadang kadang kita tau kita deserve better tapi kita tak boleh tipu hati kita . tak perlu tipu , is what i learned . deceiving a heart is not easy . But life's a long term , inshaAllah kalau panjang umur . I'll eventually forget you . I always pray to Allah that He'll ease you life , He'll open your heart to accept His hidayah , inshaAllah . Not forgetting , I pray every minute that He'll give me strength to move on and wait for my soul mate , you or someone else , WaAllahualam . I've got a long journey ahead . I'm still young . I want to keep my heart from being hurt again , trust me this time I'm serious . I'm too young to get a broken heart , I know how it felt now , it hurts badly . But I know Allah will give me strength to go through all this , now I'm already smiling :)
"tidaklah mawar hampiri kumbang
bukanlah cinta bila kau kejar
tenanglah tenang , dia kan datang dan memungutmu
ke hatinya yang terdalam
bahkan dia takkan bertahan tanpamu"
assalamualaikum :)
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