stop and stare #part1

It's already September , a few more months to 2014 . tak rasa macam masa berlalu dengan cepat ke sekarang ni ? Gerun bila fikirkan . Terasa macam baru je lagi kita bukak buku teks ilmiah kita and bermonolog, "susahnya , apa ni ? tak faham?" betul tak . it turns out we have endured exams after exams on form 4 topics .

Days past , months past

sama ada kita perasan atau kita tak perasan masa tu berjalan , kita dengan sendirinya berubah mengikut masa . Tak gitu ?

"time changes people"

It's true right ? It changes people , and personally I think it changes me too . Ada yang positive changes , anda yang negative changes *mintak la kita jauh daripada yang negative tu ye , anak anak :) hehe . yang penting , masa mematang kita sebenarnya , tanpa kita sedar . sebab dengan pengalaman seharian kita , dealing with different type of people , dealing with the subjects we have to study , dealing with our daily routines , dealing with the surprises and excitement that happens in our lives , dealing with the tragedy and depression and stress that happens ; basically dealing with this whole universe la kan ? *pfft kan senang bagi kesimpulan , apa mengada nak type pepanjang . buat confuse orang je perempuan ni lol*

I lost some friends , i gained some friends . because you know , everything is a win-win situation . Allah tu maha Adil tahu ? I'm sure you guys pun going through the same thing as i am , especially kita-kita yang teenagers ni kan . time time sekolah ni la macam macam yang jadi dekat kita , tak kisah la kita yang cari masalah or masalah yang cari kita *ohsentap pls diri sendiri*

saja nak kongsi jugak , sometimes when we deal with people , turns out ada type of people that get on our nerves ? Macam mana kita nak handle ? siapa tahu ? takkan kita nak burst out . for me , i am not the type to point out people's flaw yg dia sendiri tak perasan , usually on perangai la . i am quite a pengecut when it comes to confessing . ceh 'confessing' tak boleh blah gila istilah tu sebenarnya k . I think we need to turn off la that negative vibe of disliking people . because you know , like i said , Allah maha Adil . if you dislike someone now , nauzubillah , one day someone might dislike you too . Kan ? so might as well , shut down that feeling and try get close with 'em . i haven't experiment it yet , dalam process sebenarnya . you guys should try it , instead of keep hating on them . mana la tahu , berjaya . kan ? some people have told me to come clean , "bagi je tahu dia betul betul , baik baik" well , to me , ada ke cara baik untuk bagi tahu orang keburukan dia ? tak banyak , sikit , confirm la dia akan terasa . I like it better when we try to change them senyap senyap , with our akhlak . it's a long process but daripada kita sakitkan hati orang . Kan ? Mulut kita ni takde lah semanis , selembut mulut Rasulullah & para ulamak , ustaz ustazah yang bila berdakwah ; lembut terus hati pendengar nya . but i'm not saying we should keep our mouth shut . NOOOOOO , jangan silap anggap please *ampun tuanku*

i meant , when it comes to people who you know are sensitive then don't la tegur guna mulut . mesti la you know whether dia sensitive or not right ? kalau secara general , maka bolehlah kita nak berdakwah dengan mulut . because dakwah is not just by words , it's always by action . remember , there are many ways of dakwah . variety your ways , practice each and every ways supaya kita dapat kuasai cara yang betul . Note to those who loves to dakwah *alhamdulilah masih ada yang mahu menegur kita supaya kita jadi yang lebih baik , alhamdulilah* Rasulullah would compliment them first right , why not we do that too ? instead of perli or kutuk or badbitting them . sebab berbalik kepada yang i said tadi , Allah itu maha Adil , nnt kena balik , tak pasal pasal *tepuk dahi* hehehe . 

and I wanna take a moment to ask , everyone to pray for all the muslims around the world especially the Syrian Muslim who's facing a horrible tragic . Terasa sedih bila baca news pasal dorang sebab , terasa macam saudara sendiri , terasa macam diri sendiri yang kena semua tu , terasa sayu tengok budak-budak kita dekat sana . Ya Allah , save them , ya Allah . Give them peace , ya Rabb ! Don't let our enemies win , we must fight , Islam is strong & so is Muslim inshaAllah :') 

May out prayers be heard . Alllahuakhbar ! o/